Oh my word. You are very lovely for sending me this. Thank you and I hope you had a splendid day today as well.
I’m sad and I’ve been sad. I know no one wants to see that, I know people want me to get better, whatever that means, and to be happy. But, ugh, right now I’m not happy, okay? And I’m okay with that because I know this won’t last, I know my feelings will change, along with my thinking. So just, I don’t know, be here, and ride it out with me. Please don’t try to force me into feeling something I cannot at the moment. It will only make me push you away.
Well fuck, my sister knows me better than I do. Shit.